"Of course you did..." He replied. The statement wasn't curt. Instead, it almost sounded sad. "Too much Vader. Too much Vader. I didn't know what it meant at the time. But I found out."
He wasn't being very Vader-like now, though, and he wasn't sure what to make of that. He activated his lightsaber, but all he did with it was start to roast another skewer of meat.
He could hear all the reminders from Snoke over the years in the back of his mind playing like a broken record. Their fear, their disgust, unwanted, unloved, the call of the light, failing to live up to his true destiny, pain for power, pain for punishment, let it out, just let it go...
It took every bit of control Ben had not to slip right back into Kylo Ren right then and there. The war inside his mind was extremely visible. And that rathtar chunk was as good as blackened now.
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Date: 2016-08-04 05:40 pm (UTC)He wasn't being very Vader-like now, though, and he wasn't sure what to make of that. He activated his lightsaber, but all he did with it was start to roast another skewer of meat.
He could hear all the reminders from Snoke over the years in the back of his mind playing like a broken record. Their fear, their disgust, unwanted, unloved, the call of the light, failing to live up to his true destiny, pain for power, pain for punishment, let it out, just let it go...
It took every bit of control Ben had not to slip right back into Kylo Ren right then and there. The war inside his mind was extremely visible. And that rathtar chunk was as good as blackened now.