"Wh..what I want?" He stuttered, just as uncomfortable with the closeness as he was the sudden lack of it.
A few awkwardly long moments passed before Ben shook himself out of this apparent trance and rose to his feet. He felt a little stronger looking down at Maz than the other way around. But her question burned through his mind so intensely that it hurt.
"What I want? What I want is for people to stop asking me what I want!" He snapped. "I don't have wants! I have the Force!"
And yet, his mind was screaming, 'I want to run. I want to disappear. I want to be free of this pain.'
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Date: 2016-11-12 02:45 pm (UTC)A few awkwardly long moments passed before Ben shook himself out of this apparent trance and rose to his feet. He felt a little stronger looking down at Maz than the other way around. But her question burned through his mind so intensely that it hurt.
"What I want? What I want is for people to stop asking me what I want!" He snapped. "I don't have wants! I have the Force!"
And yet, his mind was screaming, 'I want to run. I want to disappear. I want to be free of this pain.'