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“Ben --”

In a such a large structure with conditioners for the volume of systems and subsystems that run the Starkiller Base, it seems like there should have been more ambient noise then there was. Instead, the voice of his father cuts through the air like freshly sharpened vibroblade. It’s in the echo, however, that you can really hear the desperation.

“Han Solo, I’ve been waiting for this day for a long time.” That voice, cold and mechanical with the face Han longed to see so badly hidden behind a helmet. The Millennium Falcon’s captain has to struggle to hold back the tears that seem to want to spill from his eyes.

How you could have been so close, as he stalked behind you and still you didn’t seem to feel him or acknowledge that he was there, the old pilot will always wonder. Han’s first footfall onto the durasteel catwalk not the usual confident step, but a shaky one. He has a bad feeling about what’s about to happen and yet, it’s a feeling he has to ignore for many reasons.

For, perhaps, the most important reasons that any man could ever hope to have.

Han sets his jaw and summons the same courage that allowed for him to skim a little too close to black holes and run hollering into crowded barracks full of Stormtroopers. It shouldn’t take that kind of bravery to face your own son, should it? He supposes not, and for a second or two while he approaches, he tries to pinpoint where it all went wrong. As if it was only one wrong choice that sent them through this hellish cascade and not a series of them made by multiple people.

“Take off that mask.” Han says, a bit of an edge in his voice again. “You don’t need it.”

“What do you think you’ll see if I do?” A pointed response, not quite as glib as the ones his father spouts off, but sort of philosophical. It reminds him of a Skywalker response.

“The face of my son.”

When Kylo Ren disengages the mechanisms that keep his helm in place, and he reveals himself, his father’s eyes seem to soften. The sad truth is that he can recognize you, but the light that he used to see in you - a brilliance that could have dwarfed any star that Han had ever seen, seems so far away.

“Your son is gone. He was weak and foolish like his father. So I destroyed him.”

“That’s what Snoke wants you to believe. When he gets what he wants, he’ll crush you.” Han pauses to look at his son, who seems to recoil at the words. “You know it’s true.”

“It’s too late.” Kylo protests, but he’s struggling with something and Han can see it in his eyes.

“No it’s not.” He says, doubling down on Leia’s insistence that their boy can still be saved, even though in the moment he’s not really sure. The Solo patriarch says it with all the hope in the galaxy though. “Leave here with me. Come home.”

Then, when it seemed like Han was so close to getting his son back, A blaster bolt flies past Han’s arm. It comes so close to hitting him that it singes the leather of his jacket and the smell of burning touches the air.

Han turns, snarling and withdraws his blaster. His hand speed still impressive for a non-force user and he fires three shots in the direction that the bolt seemed to come from. Then more blaster fire starts coming from all directions – from Chewie, Finn and Rey as well as the troopers of the first order who had filtered into the room.

At this point, the only sensible thing that Captain Solo can think to do is to sprint back toward his friends, snap off a few more shots and hope that his son had chosen to follow. He doesn’t hear the pounding of another set of feet behind him, though. The observation makes his heart sink.

Han turns to look back at his son, in the middle of the chaos, only to see the young man pulling the helmet on again.

What Han doesn’t see, in that moment, is the way a bolt threatening to hit him right in the back, changes mid trajectory and flies impotently into the emptiness below him. Did Ben Solo use the force to save his father? Did Kylo Ren only intervene because he still wanted to end his father’s life himself?

The Knight, clad all in black, ignites a scarlet saber that glows angrily amid the trickle of blaster fire in the air.

“Fall back.” He yells to Rey and Fin.

Chewie, doesn’t need orders from Han to know what he wants. The old partners know each other well enough that many things don’t need to be said. Get to the Falcon. Someone has to raise the ramp and ignite the engines.

Still, his Wookiee best friend will lay down some cover fire in the space between father and son, to give the senior member of this band of heroes some time to reconvene with Rey and Finn. Only then will Chewbacca hit the trigger for the detonators and sprint off to the ship. If Solo wants to be mad about that, his copilot thinks to himself, they can argue about it later.

Soon Finn, Rey and Han are scrambling though the snow and trying to lose their pursuers in the dark forest. Considering that he’s more than twice their age, Han thinks he’s doing a serviceable job of keeping up, but a look he’s catching in the female of their party’s eyes tells him someone is nearby. 
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Date: 2016-05-25 12:37 am (UTC)
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The explosions that leveled the oscillator shook the entire planet to its core. Kylo Ren barely made it out before everything went up in flames. The singed edges of his cloak more than told how narrow the margin of escape truly was.

The ground broke up beneath him as he picked up his own pace. The Resistance team was getting away, and upon the Supreme Leader's orders, he couldn't let that happen. (Even if, technically, he already did...)

Were it not for the anguish of a self-destructing planet, his doubt would have rippled through the Force. He was as torn as the ground around him. The light burned between deep, dark crevices. He needed to extinguish it, but it was just as the Supreme Leader feared - he didn't think he'd be able to actually go through with it.

He caught up with the band of heroes as they approached the ramp to the Falcon. If the ship didn't take off soon, it might be swallowed up like most of the pursuing snowtroopers. Whatever was going to happen needed to end fast, or no one was going to make it off this rock alive.

"We're not done yet!"

Date: 2016-05-26 12:28 am (UTC)
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Menace did a fair job of hiding doubt. His mask would have done a better job if it hadn't been damaged. He'd been moving so far so quickly, that it was only now - as he looked upon Han Solo with one of his own eyes - that he even realized it had cracked apart. He had yet to notice the other injuries, but would feel them soon enough.

The ground shook under his feet, and he jumped to better ground. Never once did he lower his lightsaber, but he seemed to be considering the trade.

The Supreme Leader wanted the girl in his possession and wanted Han Solo dead. That was his mission, his test... He knew the price of failure.

'When he's through with you, he'll crush you...' His father's words echoed in his head. Kylo glanced up at Rey, who so easily outclassed him in that interrogation chamber. If the Supreme Leader had someone like her at his disposal, what would become of him? What was the price of success?

Again, the ground quaked. Kylo nearly lost his footing.

"I accept the terms of your surrender, Han Solo." He hissed, "We will discuss it further in hyperspace."

He gestured to the Falcon with his lightsaber, and the message was clear. Get on board, get off this imploding rock and figure out the details later. He agreed to let them go, but hadn't specified when or where. Or even if they'd live to experience it.

Date: 2016-05-26 11:49 am (UTC)
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Kylo gestured again with his lightsaber, more sharply this time.

"Move! All of you!"

He hoped the girl and the traitor would take their cue from Han and accept their fate without a fight. He didn't have time for one, and no matter how much he centered himself with anger, he couldn't completely suppress the fear that if they battled outright, she might outclass him there too. He wasn't as strong as Darth Vader and they both knew it.

He didn't plan nearly as well either.

In all honestly, Kylo didn't know what he thought he was going to accomplish this way, aside from saving his own skin. Could a part of him truly want to accept his father's offer? Could he actually... go home?

No... No. He couldn't. He wouldn't...

Date: 2016-05-27 02:03 am (UTC)
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At the same time Rey was encouraging a friend, Kylo Ren was giving orders.

"Move it, traitor!" He shouted at Finn, grabbing onto the overhang as the ground shook violently beneath the ship. A good portion of it gave way, and the Falcon tilted sharply to one side. He was forced to retract his lightsaber to keep from accidentally cutting through the landing ramp or something else equally vital. "Take off! Take off now!!"

His entrance wasn't as graceful as he would have liked, but he scrambled on board as quickly as he could.

"Get this bucket of bolts out of here!"

Date: 2016-05-27 05:35 pm (UTC)
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Kylo seemed almost grateful to be away from the others.

"I'm fine." He grunted sharply, which translated under the surface as, 'why do you care?'

At this point, he was forced to at least concede that his mask was broken, and he tugged it off his head. Blood dripped from the sharp metal edges, and only then did Kylo touch his own face with gloved hands. They were minor cuts, but the blood was still fresh.

Slowly, almost sheepishly, he looked down to examine the rest of himself. Multiple layers of tunics were torn, singed and was even unraveling on one side. He lost his belt somewhere, probably back at the oscillator.

He lifted his arm, examining the gash on his left side. There was actually shrapnel still embedded in the wound and he hadn't even noticed.

The Supreme Leader would be proud of his pain tolerance, he thought smugly. His training gave him the strength to endure. When he looked back up at his father's concerned face, however, his own thoughts wavered. Replacing them was same look of uncertainty and fear from the bridge, an unconscious reflection of who he truly wanted to be the most proud of him.

"Stop looking at me like..." Like I'm still your son. Like I can still come home. "...like that..."

Date: 2016-05-28 02:57 am (UTC)
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"We're not stopping." He grunted. That, too, was an order.

However, Kylo gave no coordinates, not even any suggestions, of where they were supposed to go. An oversight? Unlikely. Choosing not to decide was still a conscious choice. A part of him truly did want to go home, but he couldn't admit it. The other part of him didn't believe there was even a home to go back to.

He moved toward the back of the ship, still watching his father from the corner of his eye. He hadn't been on board the Falcon since he was a child, but he knew where they could find a secluded bunk. Just as he knew that Han would follow him there.

Only in privacy did he silently agree to let his father help him.

Carefully, he tugged off the layers, wincing slightly as coarse fabric grazed over various wounds. Pain felt like an old familiar friend, far more familiar than the man now staring him down. In the greater scheme of things, Kylo didn't care about where the shrapnel landed. The skin he hid below was a tapestry of old scars and fading bruises - some from battle but most from training. But his father's eyes made him feel very exposed. He felt torn, perhaps even ashamed.

Date: 2016-05-29 01:24 pm (UTC)
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"The pain will make me stronger."

His answer was identical in tone to his praise of the Supreme Leader's wisdom back on the bridge. His facial expressions betrayed him. There were fissures of doubt in his certainty, even if he didn't dare express them.

Force healing wasn't something the Supreme Leader allowed, though Kylo, with his natural talent for telkinetic control, could have been a master at it. If he only knew how. He vaguely remembered Luke showing him once or twice, but that time in his life was hazy at best. It was meant to be fuel for his hatred, nothing more. He caused pain. He never relieved it.

"Just... give me something to wrap them up. They'll heal."

Never mind that some of these still had shrapnel to remove, jagged pieces of metal that were sticking out of his skin. Forget the great master plan, Kylo Ren barely had any common sense. He was on the verge of coming apart at the seams, in more ways than one.

Date: 2016-05-29 11:56 pm (UTC)
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There was little point in arguing with a man who'd never felt the Force. Back when he was just a small child, Han couldn't hear the voices of the monsters in his head and he couldn't stop them either. The father couldn't understand the powerr that flowed through his son's veins, and like his mother, he was sure Han was afraid of it.

He felt alone all over again.

The mention of the gash in his side shook him back to reality. He traced the edge of the wound with a gloved hand. He could yank the shard out himself, but his father was right. They would need more than pressure to stop the bleeding. So he unclasped his lghtsaber from his belt.

Cauterization would be quicker than stitches. He knew what had to do, but didn't know if he had the strength to do it.

"...Will you help me?"

He held his lghtsaber between them.

Date: 2016-05-30 03:36 pm (UTC)
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If Kylo Ren were going to make a move, this would have been the time. It would have been so easy for him to ignite that lightsaber, kill his father, take control of the ship and fly right back into First Order territority. The thought crossed his mind more than once. It was what the Supreme Leader wanted him to do.

But instead, he let go. He allowed himself to stand unarmed against his father, with his weapon (and literally his life) in his father's hands. If he wanted to kill him, to save the galaxy from the menace that was Kylo Ren, this was his chance.

"...Let's get this overwith."

It was a bold show of trust - the first one in more than a decade. Whether there would be more would be entirely dependent on what Han Solo did next.

Date: 2016-06-01 12:15 am (UTC)
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Given the unusual, if not shoddy, design of that lightsaber, perhaps some lessons in mechanics and engineering could have helped. A damaged casing and exposed wires, cross-guard vents to keep the entire thing from overloading. The blade was just like its maker, unstable and too powerful for its own good.

"I'd suggest you use the cross-guard." He huffed, as though he'd actually done this before. It was a valiant bluff if indeed it was one. If not, well, perhaps some things were better left unsaid.

Kylo braced himself against the bunk with one hand and gripped the large piece of shrapnel with the other. He took a deep breath and started to pull it out.

Only as an afterthought did he wish he'd shoved something in his mouth to muffle the inevitable scream that was sure to come.

Date: 2016-06-01 06:07 pm (UTC)
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It was because it was something as important as his lightsaber that he did the best that he could. Given the cracked crystal he was intent on using, it was a wonder he was able to cobble something together that functioned instead of exploded. But yes, mechanical genius definitelu wasn't an inherited trait.

Force sensitivity on the other hand...

He tried to muffle the screams when hot plasma hit his side, but he couldn't. It was excruciating, and he couldn't hide that. The wail echoed throughout the ship.

He was, however, able to remain standing. He simply took the pain, harnessed it and redirected it. Anything in the room that wasn't nailed down shook, and a couple of screws popped out of the wall - a reminder of how much power Kylo Ren possessed.

When the wound was closed and Han was finally able to turn off the lightsaber, they would both find themselves staring down a very concerned Finn's blaster and a Wookie with a bowcaster. Neither of them knew what was going on, but both feared the worst.

Date: 2016-06-01 11:32 pm (UTC)
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Chewie could, and the grunt roughly translated to, "just in case..." The nod of his head meant that the 'just in case' applied to Han, his wayward son or the former stormtrooper.

The energy spent, Kylo's limbs were shaking. He held himself up on the bunk as he worked to steady his breath. As soon as he was able, and not a moment later, he straightened up.

"This... does not concern you, traitor! Get out!" He growled, and then force-pushed both of them back out of the door.
Edited Date: 2016-06-01 11:33 pm (UTC)

Date: 2016-06-04 01:51 pm (UTC)
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The sound of footsteps and a Wookie growl slowly faded from the background. Those who understood Shriwook knew he was arguing with Finn, telling him it was all going to be all right. That might have been a bit of an overstatement, but at least it was true for the time being.

"I'm fine!" He insisted with a grunt.

His body was still shaking a little, but it was obvious he was doing his absolute best to hide any kind of weakness. Again, it was worrying how much of this was pride and how much might be experience.

"I am more than strong enough... This... this is nothing."
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