Of course by most definitions Josh had everything. A home, family, money...he never went without for things. It was the emotional distance that hurt him. The shame his parents held for his mental problems. The isolation after his sisters deaths. Knowing, deep down, that he should have been the one to go. That it would have made his family so much better off. His friends too. If he...
The bottlecap clinks with a little chime as it smacks against the bottle. Josh had been tapping it rather hard, lost in his own thoughts. He sighs and takes a long gulp of his beer as though the familiar taste will wash all of the sadness away. Though he knows he'd need more than a beer to do that, it helps.
"Ship's a good place. I like her." Josh affirms quietly. He's not going back. He doesn't want to go back. There's nothing waiting for him there. Not a goddamn thing. "Wish I could brag and say it's not as cool as the Bro Zone, but well. That's a fucking shack. No contest."
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Date: 2016-08-27 01:35 am (UTC)Of course by most definitions Josh had everything. A home, family, money...he never went without for things. It was the emotional distance that hurt him. The shame his parents held for his mental problems. The isolation after his sisters deaths. Knowing, deep down, that he should have been the one to go. That it would have made his family so much better off. His friends too. If he...
The bottlecap clinks with a little chime as it smacks against the bottle. Josh had been tapping it rather hard, lost in his own thoughts. He sighs and takes a long gulp of his beer as though the familiar taste will wash all of the sadness away. Though he knows he'd need more than a beer to do that, it helps.
"Ship's a good place. I like her." Josh affirms quietly. He's not going back. He doesn't want to go back. There's nothing waiting for him there. Not a goddamn thing. "Wish I could brag and say it's not as cool as the Bro Zone, but well. That's a fucking shack. No contest."