Josh is an entirely different person when he's motivated. He becomes alive with a constant thrum of energy, gaze flitting to every small detail to make sure he's got everything in order and doing things properly. It's such a night and day difference from the husk he sometimes is, distant and empty and despondent. medication would probably help with his mood swings and hallucinations, but he's been terrified of doctors since discovering his own hallucination version of Dr. Hill is real and a constant menace in the Nexus.
Josh's beer is forgotten, set aside on the dirt as he grabs the front of the speeder and starts moving it toward the engine. He's not a particularly strong guy, but even he can manage this with minimal effort. The engine really is the heaviest thing in the damn vehicle.
"God I can't wait to give this baby a drive. We could explore so damn much of the Nexus on this thing." He makes sure the speeder is steady once it's next to the engine and facing the proper way. "Like this yeah?"
He remembers how heavy this son of a bitch is, but this time Josh is nearly vibrating with excitement and determination to see the job done. He's already bending over, knees bent as he grips the same part of the engine that he had before.
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Date: 2016-09-12 09:08 pm (UTC)Josh is an entirely different person when he's motivated. He becomes alive with a constant thrum of energy, gaze flitting to every small detail to make sure he's got everything in order and doing things properly. It's such a night and day difference from the husk he sometimes is, distant and empty and despondent. medication would probably help with his mood swings and hallucinations, but he's been terrified of doctors since discovering his own hallucination version of Dr. Hill is real and a constant menace in the Nexus.
Josh's beer is forgotten, set aside on the dirt as he grabs the front of the speeder and starts moving it toward the engine. He's not a particularly strong guy, but even he can manage this with minimal effort. The engine really is the heaviest thing in the damn vehicle.
"God I can't wait to give this baby a drive. We could explore so damn much of the Nexus on this thing." He makes sure the speeder is steady once it's next to the engine and facing the proper way. "Like this yeah?"
He remembers how heavy this son of a bitch is, but this time Josh is nearly vibrating with excitement and determination to see the job done. He's already bending over, knees bent as he grips the same part of the engine that he had before.