He doesn't even realize that she might need to know more. Not at first. Not until he looks into those blue eyes and sees her seeking something. And she definitely seems concerned at his reaction. It's been a while, he thinks, since anyone cared that much about what he was feeling in a given moment.
"It's fine." He says. "Money. You're right about it, in a way. Wrong about it too. I trusted the wrong people and I have a lot of debt to pay off now. Plus, I grew up a have not, you know ... it effects the way you think of it."
That probably only helps her understand so much, but at least he's given her a glimpse. That's worth something and by now, she probably knows that it's not easy for him to self-disclose. "Sometimes you wonder if you're running after it too hard, but there ain't nobody handing things out to me. I have to get it how I can or I'm ..."
He doesn't finish the thought.
Still, if there's any retreating by Solo, it's into those gazes and the moments of being close together. It might be complete stupidity, but he trusts her to be fair and kind to him.
When it's his turn, he scores a 73 for the round. He takes note of his score on the board and brings Frea the darts.
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Han: 66, Frea: 190
Date: 2016-07-24 02:27 am (UTC)"It's fine." He says. "Money. You're right about it, in a way. Wrong about it too. I trusted the wrong people and I have a lot of debt to pay off now. Plus, I grew up a have not, you know ... it effects the way you think of it."
That probably only helps her understand so much, but at least he's given her a glimpse. That's worth something and by now, she probably knows that it's not easy for him to self-disclose. "Sometimes you wonder if you're running after it too hard, but there ain't nobody handing things out to me. I have to get it how I can or I'm ..."
He doesn't finish the thought.
Still, if there's any retreating by Solo, it's into those gazes and the moments of being close together. It might be complete stupidity, but he trusts her to be fair and kind to him.
When it's his turn, he scores a 73 for the round. He takes note of his score on the board and brings Frea the darts.