It's not for lack of wanting. Certainly, he'd love to sweep her off of her feet and have her all to himself - apart from occasionally relinquishing her to her friends. He'd especially love to take her to see the kinds of nature that you might only see in small parts of the Nexus spread out over entire worlds in his galaxy. Kashyyyk and the enormous trees. The pristine mountains of Alderaan. The gorgeous lakes of Naboo. The beaches of Togoria. Anywhere. Everwhere.
But it wasn't a realistic thing to want knowing who she is and he already knew the pain of what it was like be weighed against a person's 'duty'. He'd come up short with Bria. Han can't help but feel like if he ever pushed Frea in a position to choose (not that she probably could), he'd be coming up short again.
"I'd like that a lot." He says in reply. At this moment, he's not even entirely conscious of the way he seems to be shifting subtly to line his hips up better with hers. "I like every arrangement that brings us together."
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Date: 2016-08-07 08:55 pm (UTC)But it wasn't a realistic thing to want knowing who she is and he already knew the pain of what it was like be weighed against a person's 'duty'. He'd come up short with Bria. Han can't help but feel like if he ever pushed Frea in a position to choose (not that she probably could), he'd be coming up short again.
"I'd like that a lot." He says in reply. At this moment, he's not even entirely conscious of the way he seems to be shifting subtly to line his hips up better with hers. "I like every arrangement that brings us together."