twelve_not_fourteen: (Episode 5 - Mournful)
Han Solo ([personal profile] twelve_not_fourteen) wrote2016-09-03 11:15 pm
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Facing the Dawn with Sleepless Eyes ...

Han was sitting in the curved bench of the Millennium Falcon’s galley with a half full glass of a colorless liquid in his hand. It was a loose, but familiar grasp. Like he had held a glass like this a thousand times and he knew exactly how to wrap his fingers around it comfortably. Whatever he was drinking smelled kind of like what leaks out of a power coupler when it’s busted.

He happens to be drinking it slowly, at least.

His other hand is occupied stroking through over the hair of a young lady who decided that his thigh ought to be her pillow while she took a nap.

Most days on the YT-1300 were good. Better than they had any right to be.

A fact that he attributed much of to the very same lady in his company now, but the path they treaded earlier in the day had been as choppy as entering a planet’s atmosphere during a raging storm. He should have seen it coming. He did, after all, accept a job that was going to have them delivering vaporators to a collective of moisture farmers on Jakku.

Yeah. That Jakku. The very same desert planet that he had gotten the lonely girl off of. The one she spent so many years waiting on, barely scraping by sometimes, waiting for people who never did end up coming back for her. The planet she never hesitated to mention that she would be perfectly happy never to go back to.

She put on a brave face when he told her their destination. Tried to act like it didn’t bother her, but he was beginning to know Rey very well and she wasn’t quite the card player he was yet. He saw the worry in her eyes and the nervous fidgeting of her hands when she thought Han wasn’t paying attention.

Hardly ate anything all day.

Didn’t find the usual things to talk about.

The worst of it, however, was when she tried to smile for him. The occasional attempt to smooth things over and prove to him that everything was okay – but the smile was wrong. She wasn’t feeling it and it made for a lame comparison to one of her real smiles; which he was pretty sure could light up Umbara if given the chance.

Han felt terrible about everything, of course.

Didn’t even come to bed, which, Rey realized after an hour or two of trying to wait up for him. That was when she took it upon herself, blanket in hand, to wordlessly collapse on him in the main hold. It was the only way she could see herself getting any rest.
thesefirststeps: (rey - tiniest happiest smile)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-11 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
There's never a bad time for something as simple and as meaningful as those glances, whether they're heated and hinting at something better done in private, or gently admiring. Either way, when she catches his eye and he returns it, she always feels a thrill.

Just as she does now, watching him breach what little distance there is between them in order to climb into the too-small bunk with her. It takes some doing, but eventually, they find a comfortable position, and she's soothed by his arms around her, and her head on his chest.

And although she's very well aware that he knows exactly how she feels, she thinks it bears being said out loud, albeit in a quiet whisper. "I love you, too."
thesefirststeps: (rey - on jakku)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-12 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It's late, after all, and there is plenty of work ahead once they land. So Rey contents herself with allowing the best of his heart underneath her cheek to lull her into sleep, and doesn't wake up (or, thankfully, have another nightmare) until the insistent beeping of the deceleration warning stirs Han and ensures that he had to extricate himself from the tangle of arms and legs in order to make his way to the cockpit.

There's really no point in trying to go back to sleep when she knew damn well that she'd never be able to find the same comfort alone as she does when he's with her, so it doesn't take long before she's dressed and following his lead, leaving her hair long and loose and messy for the time being.

She offers a soft hand at his shoulder before she takes a seat in the co-pilots chair, pulling her feet up and under her, quietly watching as Jakku comes into view.

There's an ice in her veins at the sight, but she hardly wavers. He'd promised that everything would be alright, and she has no real reason to believe otherwise.

She'll be fine. This is only just a job, after all, nothing more.
thesefirststeps: (rey - w. / bb-8)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-12 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
It's meant to say good morning just as much as it's meant to steady hers, as well. At the moment, a kiss would be too distracting, so she'll have to save it for later. Besides, with Jakku looming larger and larger the closer they get, she needs all the concentration she can pull together to keep from working herself into another worried frenzy.

The last thing any of them needs is a repeat of just a few hours prior.

"I know", she murmurs, glancing at him quickly, offering a tight, nervous smile. "But I'd rather be out here. Just in case you need me."
thesefirststeps: (rey - almost smiling)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-12 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Rey's gotten to know the Falcon as well as she has its pilot and copilot, and she knows that her presence is not required to ensure a smooth landing. In any case it can't hurt to offer another pair of eyes and ears and hands.

Even if she doesn't actually offer any assistance, she still wants to be here to help.

"I know. I'm happy to help in any way I can. "
thesefirststeps: (rey - breathe)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-12 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
She considers the option very seriously for a moment, and ultimately decodes against it. She's a grown woman, after all, and giving into a completely irrational fear makes her seem... childish. Besides, the more hands at work, the quicker the unloading will get done, and the quicker that happens, the quicker they can take off for better places.

"I know", she answers, shrugging. "But I'm going to do my job, anyway. You didn't hire me to sit here and look pretty."

This time, the smile she offers is a bit more real, a bit more amused. Hopefully, all would go well so that they could leave quickly. She doesn't want to stay for a moment longer than completely necessary.
thesefirststeps: (rey - tiniest happiest smile)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-12 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Rey hardly ever expects anything different! Still, he catches her completely off guard as he effective puts the conversation with transit control to a halt in order to, what ... fluster her?

The comment was more than enough to do it. The wink just adds to her amused consternation. Still, there's no helping the way her smile curves and grows upon her lips, nor the way she can't quite keep from blushing a faint pink color.

He's good at that.

Han returns to his communication, and Rey just watches, utmost fondness in her eyes. Yeah, she's sure, this is exactly where she's meant to be.
thesefirststeps: (rey - shy)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-12 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
It probably was a very dry conversation, at least on Jakku's end. It wasn't as though she'd known very many people very well, but she'd learned early that they weren't exactly known for their sparkling wit or senses of humor. Luckily enough, once the clearance is given, that conversation can cease.

There were probably better things to focus on, anyway.

Like the way she's transfixed by the swift motions of his hands dancing over the control panel, so practiced and sure, never missing a step, a beat, a switch, trigger or button. It's beautiful, really, and she thinks that she could watch him pilot like this all day.
thesefirststeps: (rey - captain)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-12 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"This time of year, they don't usually kick up until nightfall. As long as we're long gone before then, we should be fine."

If anyone would know, it's the girl that had spent the last fourteen years on said planet, day in, day out, memorizing everything about it, including weather patterns. Unfortunately, there is nothing to be done about the heat, already creeping through the closer they get to landing.

Rey brushes her hair out of her face, and glances at the gauges nearest to her, unsurprised to note that everything was working within the correct parameters. This ship never fails to deliver.
thesefirststeps: (rey - thinking)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-13 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
She'll work harder than she's ever worked before in order to make that wish a reality. "Get in, get out."

Rey's pretty good at jury-rigging parts to make them work, and if necessary, she can do the same with the Falcon. With the utmost care, of course, and respect for Han's ship. It's been with him a whole lot longer than she has, after all. With time, if given the opportunity, she'd get her back in perfect working order.

With her in the co-pilot's seat, Chewie can feel free to do as he wishes - it's not like all three of them needed to be here for the landing. In fact, her presence isn't strictly necessary, but still, here she is. Just in case.

Thankfully, it looks like they're not anywhere near where she'd made her home. And that knowledge makes another little bit of worry seem to melt away.
thesefirststeps: (rey - oh)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-13 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
And that is Jakku, as succinctly put as possible, a whole lot of sand and very little else. It's amazing she hadn't gone crazy being stuck in the middle of nothing for so damn long.

"Hm?", she asks, glancing at Han, all wide eyes and confusion. "Oh - as far away from the ridge as possible. It's too unsteady to hold. Our best bet is the flattest part of the plain."
thesefirststeps: (rey - on jakku)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-14 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
It does, actually, and Rey is really rather touched that he'd even ask for her advice when he'd been at the helm of this ship for long enough to know exactly what it's capable of. But she had spent enough time on this graveyard of a planet to know its weather patterns and nasty little surprises alike, so any chance she can take to help, the better.

She might not be behind the controls, but she can offer her expertise nonetheless, and she is absolutely certain that with sudden gusts of wind a regular occurrence, the sand that makes up the dunes and ridges could shift at any given time, which might lead to total disaster for the Falcon and her crew.

The flat plain was always going to be the safest option, and easier to unload upon, too.

Once they've landed and begun to settle, she relaxes a bit more, relishing this moment to take some time to steady whatever nerves were still flaring at the thought of being right back where she'd never wanted to return to. The quicker the job is done, the quicker they can leave.

And never, ever return.
thesefirststeps: (rey - sigh)

[personal profile] thesefirststeps 2016-09-15 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
Thank goodness for Chewie. The more time shaved off of the exchange the better, as far as Rey is concerned. And although she considers, briefly, taking Han up on the offer to keep to the ship, she knew that that would only keep them there far longer than would make her comfortable.

So, she grits her teeth, and she powers through her nerves with hard work, focusing on getting everything where it's going. Not to mention hoping that nothing went wrong. Because in a line of work like this, anything could and did happen.

Thankfully, this exchange goes off without a hitch, and they're back on the Falcon, preparing for liftoff. This time around, she's in the galley, just looking for some quiet, just to compose herself. She'll be able to breathe easier once they're out of orbit.

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