twelve_not_fourteen: (Episode 5 - Thinky Face)
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No matter how good you are at something, if you challenge yourself against enough people, you'll find someone who can best you. Even if you have all the talent in the galaxy, nobody is going to be successful one-hundred percent of the time. It's an unfortunate aspect of life that we fail.

You can label those thoughts as pessimism or realism if you like, but it doesn't change it's truth. And the good thing is that, in recognizing you can't be the best at everything all the time, you can come to realize that the whole rest of the human race is on that ship with you. What ends up making the difference is striving to be better and being well rounded in what you can do. There's no shortage of aspiration in Han. He's not the 'resting on his laurels' type.

Which brings us to the explanation of why he's been spending the last few nights in Nexus bars learning to play darts of all things. Boy meets girl. Boy likes girl. Boy mentions being interested in bar games. Girl says darts seem like fun. Boy spends all his spare time over the next few days learning how to play darts, naturally.

It could have been fun to learn how to play together and, no doubt, that's the route a lot of people would take. Not Han, though. It's so deeply ingrained into him that he needs to prove his worth, that he couldn't very well go into this occasion without some practice. Even though it's just for fun. Just an excuse to get closer to somebody. He has to be the best that he can be in the few short days he has to learn the skill. Besides, he rationalizes to himself, it will be good if someone knows the rules to the games before they try to play.

Thock. Thock. Thock.

The sound of the metal tipped darts pelting the sisal fibre board is the same every time. In some ways, the game likens itself to other kinds of marksmanship. A lot of the work is done in adopting a good stance each time and being consistent.

The hours melt away faster that he realizes.

Unlike playing cards, which requires observation and thinking to play well, he can mostly zone out here. For him, it's kind of relaxing. He's not a champion dart player after two days and he's pretty sure Barton would handily outclass him in a game, but he's gotten pretty good. He tends to hit in the wedge that he's aiming for more often than he misses.

Although they never specifically agreed upon a time or even a specific place to reunite, he trusts the May Queen to find him. The morning was clear and no doubt a goddess has a lot to accomplish in a day, so he waits until the sky begins to turn dark before he heads to an establishment called 'The Pitch and Roll'.

It starts to rain just before he gets there, but it's one of those warm refreshing ones that you tend not to mind getting caught in too much. For now. It looks to him like it's going to really start pouring soon. A good evening to spend inside somewhere. He's glad he brought a good jacket; it's light brown in color and leather. If it's still raining when it's time to walk to the Falcon, he'll be glad to have it. The rest of what he's put on in terms of his clothing is the standard for him - black pants with a yellow decoration along the side seam and a white long sleave shirt.

He doesn't see Frea when he arrives and so, he'll walk up to the bar and order an ale for himself while he waits.

Date: 2016-08-01 04:44 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
Feeling him shiver makes her want to hold him more. Arms wrapped around him and hands rubbing his back might help warm him up, one way or another. Her kisses are more readily available and sweeter than cake.

"You deserve to be celebrated." She knows only the him he is with her. What it says that he tells her these things he won't tell others is, alas, lost on her; she'd love him better for knowing because she'd know him better. "I want to celebrate you."

And not just in the sexy ways he might think she means right now. But that's a good place to start. "But first, I think we should get out of these wet things and warm up."

Date: 2016-08-01 06:40 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
She's pretty sure she can get him to kiss her without saying anything--a little gesture or the right look can be so telling, after all--but that doesn't change the fact that it's a fun word. Or that she likes kissing him. Every kiss offered will be happily accepted.

Her idea of celebrating involves food, music, and cake. (Cake is required. Any party without cake is just a meeting.) What kinds of food and music, and where they're found, isn't something she has strict rules about. However unusual his idea of celebrating may be, she'd like to think they could make it work. He's worth the effort.

"Mm-hmm. You only missed it this year," she points out. "There'll be a first day of spring next year, too."

Holding and being held is good. They can enjoy the togetherness for as long as he can stand. It gives her a chance to consider how best to word her answer. "Can we leave it down? I find enclosed places uncomfortable after a while."

Date: 2016-08-01 08:53 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
He's worth a whole lot of 'to do'. He's worth all that and balloons. Confetti, too, if he's good. Or something different, if he'd prefer--a celebration should be something he'll enjoy. She could show up with a bottle of good whisky, something lacy, and no place to be in the morning.

A ray of sunshine she is indeed. Just look at how the idea he'll be there next year lights her up. "That'd be nice."

They both have parts of their lives the other can't really be involved in. It's sad, but it's something they have to accept. Being able to part when necessary and come together again when they can might be as close to a stable relationship as either of them can manage. It'd be quite a thing if they could pull it off.

She never doubted he'd accommodate her as much as possible, but she's still pleased when he does. The kiss on her cheek is sweet on sweet, like frosting. The best part. She's nudged but she's not sure where they're going. He can guide her. "I promise," she answers solemnly before giving him another grin. "Should I also tell you when I start feeling good?"

Date: 2016-08-02 03:31 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
They haven't had any trouble celebrating so far, if his idea of celebrating is spending time letting her make him smile. That sounds like a party to her, too. Even without cake.

She misses him when they're apart already. Will their hearts grow fonder when separated by months and seasons and galaxies, or forgetful? If she were the kind to admit to the fear she'd have to admit she's afraid it's the latter. That he'll go home and live his life and she'll be nothing but a pleasant memory.

She doesn't want that, but she can't see a way of guaranteeing anything else.

It's unlikely she'll get lost in his ship, this is true, and she's glad of that. The layout is logical and efficient, both things she can appreciate. Maybe later he can give her a tour and explain what everything is.

"Mm, true." Her eyes trail down his body in search of his signs before she turns a mischievous smile on him again. "You wanna come over here and help me? I might not know how to take your jacket off right."

Date: 2016-08-02 05:50 pm (UTC)
maydayqueen: (shiny!)
From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
[I know, it's terrible and you should never ever forgive me. :P]

Frea is a woman who cares deeply and can only hope Han enjoys being one of the things for which she cares. She's duty driven, yes, but not overly serious. She can have fun, and intends to do so any time the opportunity presents itself. Some of the things that are important to the both are very different, but they may find they have more in common than they realize. It'll take time and open minds and a willingness to talk about things, but they can learn.

He's not the only one who's a little scared of these new feelings. She knew, she thought she understood, how intensely she'd feel things. Nothing prepared her for this. It's scary, wanting to be with one person so much. (Not that the impulse to put down roots is so far outside her demesne.)

His half-naked self is a wonderful distraction from all kinds of things, but it does highlight the tight ache she's starting to feel. It's a surprisingly warming view, if the faint but rising color in her cheeks is any indication. "Mm-hmm." Waiting patiently is one of those things everyone, even goddesses, have to do sometimes. And it's not like watching him work ruins the view.

She's trying to think of the space as 'cozy'. It's simple, and yes, she generally approves of spartan arrangements. Small, but she can live with that. The tiny bunks... not her idea of a good time, or a place for one. The building of a blanket nest on the floor, though? That has her smiling. She thinks (possibly wrongly) that he remembers her fondness for them, and that's a very sweet thing. When he's done redecorating she wraps her arms around him from behind and kisses the back of his shoulder. "Thank you."

Date: 2016-08-02 08:31 pm (UTC)
maydayqueen: (smirk)
From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
He can take the credit, she'll never know unless he tells her. Whether it was accidental or on purpose, she's pleased with the outcome and is willing to praise him for it. Isn't that the important part?

"Anything?" She giggles softly, laying her cheek against his back for the moment before he turns to face her. It does feel good to hold him, just to be close to him. "I'll try not to abuse the offer."

Her hold is loose enough for him to turn easily. His smile is mirrored for a moment, before she tries to look as mock-serious as he sounds. "Yes. It's a good jacket. I'd hate to ruin it somehow."

She arches while he's unzipping the jacket, just a little; just enough to make it more likely his hand will brush against her in the ways and places she wants. The roll of her shoulders isn't just meant to help ease the jacket off, either. There might not be a need to rush, but there's no reason not to have a little fun flirting.

After the jacket's off she'll give him a chance to enjoy the view while she takes off her flower crown and sets it on one of the now empty bunks. If his eyes lift that far, he might notice how the rain freed several long strands of her hair which is curling up as it dries. It's soon joined by the rest when she pulls out the few pins and ribbon that was holding it back.
maydayqueen: (shiny!)
From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
There's no good reason to feel guilty about enjoying success, and she wouldn't want him to. He's good and kind to her and welcome to cherish every part of their time together. Holding and being held is on her agenda, too. She hopes to never let him down.

There are things she knows and things she's aware of knowing. Sweet and playful is fun and fine in most situations. Sometimes, something more is more appropriate, and she'd never want him to think she's not appropriate. Except, of course, when it's most appropriate to be inappropriate. Mostly, the takeaway from this rambling is, she wants his attention and is willing to put in more effort to keep it.

When his hands rest at her waist, she takes is as an invitation to lean back against him. There's no faking the sheer pleasure in her expression when her head turns and her cheek presses against his skin. She is so wonderfully happy with him. His fingers working under the hem of her shirt is just a little tickly, and she bites her lip to contain the giggles. There's no argument; quite the opposite: she lifts her arms so he can pull the shirt up and off without resistance.

Well, he's a tall man. ;)

Date: 2016-08-03 02:36 am (UTC)
maydayqueen: (embarrassed smile)
From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
She is certainly happy from crown to soles, and her crown's all the way over there. That's a lot of happy. If they can find a way to make them both this happy on the regular, that would be a grand thing. Then again, they've already found some, haven't they? That's how they ended up in this delightful mess to begin with.

"To be safe, hmm?" She's teasing, but she's not stopping him. Her shirt is tossed onto the growing pile of discarded clothes and then her hands drop to cover his. Again, not stopping, just along for the ride. Her hair tumbles down over her shoulders, obscuring his view of her breasts until he can be bothered to do something about that.

Her clothes are simple; the skirt has a drawstring at the waist, a simple bow to be undone with a tug. While he's finding that, she'll kick off her shoes. Evil things. This makes her lean more firmly against him, heavily but not heavy. A good, solid pressure and a growing warmth.

"It's so sweet of you to worry about me catching cold." Another turn of her head lets her leave a kiss on his chest.

Date: 2016-08-03 10:42 pm (UTC)
maydayqueen: (laugh)
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Aww, how is she supposed to not giggle when he's being silly? On the other hand, if the point was to make her giggle, then mission accomplished. The laughter is light and brief, like the bubbles in a champagne glass tickling the nose, and afterward she relaxes against him with a contented sigh.

Drawstrings are one of the finest of human inventions. Practical and not overly complicated. The inventor of such fine work deserves the highest of fives. When the skirt falls, she steps out of it and kicks it aside. He can take all the time he wants admiring her, she likes it when he looks at her. His is an admiring gaze she admires. While he's enjoying the view, she'll reach up to rub the back of her fingers against his stubble and jaw. The way she's rhythmically shifting her weight from foot to foot is purely coincidental and not at all meant to be a slow and subtle tease.

"Mm? Sauce for the goose? You're right." Frea can take the hint and accepts the invitation with a smile. It does mean she has to stop leaning against him so comfortably, but it's an acceptable cost. She turns to face him and meets his eyes with a steady gaze she refuses to break while her hands work, despite his having far more complicated things for her to deal with. "Getting you out of these wet things will let us keep each other warm better."

Doing so without looking means lots of touching, hands moving here and there in search of fastenings. He'll just have to learn to live with her doing this by touch. What's a little groping between friends?

Date: 2016-08-04 03:23 am (UTC)
maydayqueen: (smirk)
From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
He's worth the effort. Sure, there are easier ways to do this. But is it as much fun? This way, they get to enjoy every nuance of each other's expressions. He may be trying to be stoic in the face of temptation, but she's awful tempting. Some people might find her confused face endearing. Others might prefer to savor watching her lower lip disappear between her teeth when she's concentrating, only to see it reappear when she has her little victory, swollen and dark from the blood suddenly rushing back into place. Or maybe it's the way her eyebrow arches when she knows, knows, he's on the verge of losing control.

There are several prime groping opportunities she can foresee. Or would, if she were looking. His obvious pleasure convinces her to linger for a moment before getting back to work. She's looking pleased as punch while she makes sure the thigh straps are all undone. Of course, to get to his belt buckle... She cups her hand over him and gives the gentlest of squeezes, just enough pressure to be felt. "I think you're right. Looks like you're warming up already."

The big buckle is next, and then she presses up against him under the guise of needing to wrap her arms around him to remove the holster. It's so very delicate. Can't let it touch the floor. Once it's all in one hand she swings it experimentally to test how far between it and a bunk. She's not looking away. Not now. By the sound of things, it lands well enough, and nobody's been shot. Time to reward him for his patience with a kiss, which she stretches up on her tip-toes to give him.

Date: 2016-08-04 05:03 am (UTC)
maydayqueen: (intense)
From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
Hey, you know, she'll take her victories where she can. It shouldn't be much of a surprise when she's a little wary of weapons she doesn't know how to control. (A small part of her wonders when he's going to notice the knife sheathed on her own thigh, and if he's going to ask about it.)

Hearing him make sounds like that makes her knees a little weak. Good thing they've got a soft place to land. His obvious arousal is pleasing on a primal level. Everything about it pleases her, to be honest.

When his arms close around her she laces her fingers together behind his neck. Him against her is best in these situations. Her first kiss is soft and sweet; the next is deeper, lasting, promising. Everything is so perfect when they're together like this. When he needs a breath for air she turns her lip to his jaw, kissing along the line of it until he's caught his breath. And yeah, she knows she's really helping with that.

The next kiss comes with her pulling back slightly, just enough for her hands to slide down his body to his waist. The kiss ends with her moving further away, not back but down: she sinks to her knees and draws her hands down his legs. His boots need to come off before the rest. Again, she's not looking, her eyes never leaving his face.

Particularly the last 4: http://bit.ly/2aYDGTd

Date: 2016-08-04 09:18 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] maydayqueen
Vibrating knives? That seems almost overly designed. She's happy with her simple silver blade and who don't need to know not knowing about it. She'll answer his questions if he ever asks them; he deserves to know, even if it's not something she wants to volunteer.

She likes him seeing her as gentle and soft, a goddess who helps and is adorable. It's not ignorance, exactly, that she wants to keep him in; she'd just prefer he stay in that happy state where he knows enough to be content but not enough to be discontent. What he doesn't know, and all that.

'Easy' is a great way for boots to be. Whoever designed them definitely had the backs of soldiers and lovers everywhere. It makes this game easier, and there's a definite point after which it would be going on too long; she's trying to be mindful of that. The pose is submissive, but the expression is not. Her face suggests that this is all an amusing game and he's welcome to play along, so long as it stays fun.

Once his boots are off and tossed aside, she reaches up to claim the grand prize. Those pants he's wearing simply must go. They're not so foreign to her that she has too much trouble working without looking. It grows increasingly harder to focus on what she's doing, however; he's terribly distracting. The more of him that's revealed as she works the fabric down his legs, the more she wants to look.

You mean he's capable of working? :P

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I just want notifications to work again. :(

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I know. Bad me. I'll show myself out.

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Yeah karzilla just posted they fixed it. :)

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